The Proposal, The Flowers

I got this huge pimple on my face and I hate it. Ugh. Everybody was making a big deal about it @ my math class and they just stared at it. People are so nosy. Anyways yeah I hate it and I’m thinking about popping it but I don’t want it to get all red and blotchy on my face. So….yeah.

Just got my hair done. My hair used to be short. And now it’s long. I miss my short hair. I used to have it down all the time but now it’s up. I miss my hair.

Well after spending almost a day with them my cousins are spending the night at my house. It’s kind of cool but I was kind of hoping to say goodbye to them. But whatever. I know we’re going to be acting stupid and stuff. But at the same time I wish they would leave.

Ugh. I’m so stuffed. :) but the food was good. You guys should Ham with Mac n Cheese. So good. But yeah I can’t think about food right now. I think I’m going to throw up.

Yeah I just realized this but I didn’t know that IMF is gone like not just off my TV Guide but off the whole network program like…it’s gone. Ovation TV brought it and now it’s theirs. Now all this crappy music is being played on TV and it’s not even good.

:( no more Hello World and The Feed and everything is gone! They played some good music on that channel and it focused on artist all around the world. Anywhere. Now the only way I can listen to music is by going on MTV in the mornings and VH1. They don’t even play good music. I know it’s late to be mourning over this now because it was gone in early Jan of 2008 but I thought it was gone because me and my family were deciding which channels to keep and which not to keep because we wanted Nick Gas it played Double Dare 2000 and Legends Of The Hidden Temple and Finders Keepers, etc and we needed to get ride of some channels and I thought we got ride of that channel but we didn’t. It was just gone. :( I going to miss it.

I hate it when you have those times where you just can’t seem to learn from what you’ve lived. That’s what happened to me today (I won’t say what happened too personal) Something happened today and it made me think like didn’t I just go threw this a couple of years ago? or maybe last month? I hate it when that happens. Because not only does what you did seemed dumb but you do too. :(

I can’t get New Moon out of my head. Especially Taylor Launter and Robert Pattinson. They looked so awesome in that movie. Can you believe that people actually gave that movie 1 star?

I’m going to see New Moon tonight! Yes! Can’t wait. I was going to see yesterday’s show but couldn’t. Midnight Show but no. But tonight….yes! After we get home from the movies we’re going out to eat at some place. It’s a surpise. Today is going to be a good day. :)

Quizzing my best friend here and so far her results for her eye color is that she’s a leader, stubborn, kind, senstive,etc. so yeah she’s getting really excited with this.

I watched Michael Jackson’s this is it and I loved it. I wanted to seethe part everybody was talking about when he did that flip. I’m going to look for it on Youtube or something. :/

I’m watching The Mist right now and it’s a pretty good movie. It got like 3 out of 5 so I guess it’s good. *shrugs* One of my favorite movies actually.

I hate getting up early in the morning. Usually my mom is always telling us what chores we have to do when we first get up. When I first get up I go to the bathroom first, go eat breakfast and want to go back to sleep but can’t because now I’m up! Man! I hate that. It’s like as soon as I get done with my stuff I’m going straight to sleep. But you can’t. Now your up and you want to do things now. haha. But seriously I really want to go back to sleep.

UGH! My teacher who I will not name is so mean! I swear she gave me a a assignment when I’m suppose to right I will bring my textbook to class 50 times and I will not talk when the teacher is talking 50 times. I bet when I give it to her she’s going to throw it away like she does with the rest of my stuff. You know what I don’t care I’ll just serve the freaking denetion see if I care. I hate that teacher she can go to hell along with the rest of her generation.

Okay so I think that Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson are a couple because they were so holding hands at this airport in Paris. And also I think like a couple of months ago, they had matching bracletes. But I think there dating. It’s so obvious. But I’m am so gonna get a picture of it.

I won’t be on the computer as much because I’m on punishment. Sadly. And for the dumbest reason. Reason: Because when I got home from where ever I was at I did my chores and did everything I was suppose to do. Then at like 11:00 I went back downstairs to go get something to drink. I was thristy. So I got something to drink when back upstairs and went to bed like I was suppose too.

At like 12:00 my dad comes in my room and tells me “What were you doing downstairs at 11:00 at night?” I said “I was getting something to drink because I was thirtsy.” Then he tells me “You know you have school tomorrow why were you up so late?” Because I just got back home from doing what I had to do and then I had to do my chores, clean off the counters, sweep the floor real quick, and put away the clothes that were on my bed from today.” He says “But still you know you have school tomorrow.” So then I just ignored him and he told me I was on punishment.

Then thanks a lot for him waking me up I missed the bus to school and had to ask my older sister to drive me. At first she said “No.” I called my dad first and he said “What! Your on punshiment another week.” So just then my sister told me you know what nevermind I’ll drive you. So thats how I got 2 weeks worth of punishment. :(

how many times am I going to miss this stupid bus. Now my parents are mad and they want me to finish all these chores by 3:30 and if I don’t I’m on punishment. Oh this is going to be a fun day.

Watching Soul Man. It’s really funny. :) hahaha. I’m in love with C. Thomas Howell now. Even though he’s old and stuff.

Went out the way out to the City in Chicago to see my family. Also my new nephew who is so cute.

I hate failing a test! I had to stay after school today. Everybody was going to the movies or something after school today but I couldn’t go because I got a F on my S.S. test. Damn. This is just great. I missed out on something really fun and everybody text me bragging about it. “oh we had so much fun. u shuld of went.” and “u missed out a good nite.” And finally….”if u were smart like me u wouldnt have to retake the easiest test of all time.” Thanks a lot guys. Great support.

kind of sad. Today. But I’m listening to the Beatles song “Here Comes The Sun.” It sounds like a happy song.

today was okay. Ordinary Day. Nothing happened.

We almost had a food fight at my school I swear. It started at like 2 rows away from my table and they were throwing food. If it did happen. I would be the first to throw some food. :)

I’m so happy today. So far. Also me, Namoi, Jovan, this short dude, and Chris. All had to run for the bus and almost missed it! hahaha. So funny.