The Proposal, The Flowers

Man I feel like going to sleep and it’s only 10:19 p.m. I need to go to sleep. I got a whole lot to do tomorrow. Chores, And a bunch of other stuff my parents will come up with. :( But I’m not tired. I’m staying up. I’ll try too. I hope I don’t get in some deep trouble once nobody can wake me up.

I don’t why but evr since I said John Lennon on Tv. (they were giving a tribute) I’m now obsessed with the Beatles. I’m going to be posting videos with Beatle songs. That I like.

Rain. Makes it so easy to go to sleep. So peaceful.

Ouch. Now my throat hurts. I was singing in Guitar Hero and now I sound extra weird. It was some good bonding time with my brother. But at the same time I know I’ll feel terrible the next day.

Ouch. My arm is so sore. I mean a whole bunch of boys wanted to arm wrestle. Just because I beat a boy. They said I have muscles of a man. If that’s a compliment. ??? So yeah. It took me a long time to write this because every time. I move my arms….It hurts.

Okay so me and my brother were on youtube. And all of a sudden we saw funny racist videos. So we watched a couple of them. But there was this one video that got my brother rolling. He was just laughing. He started crying too. I uploaded the video for you guys if you want to see it. Tell me if it’s funny or not. I think it’s a little funny but not all that funny. So…..*shrugs* the rap is bad.

Okay so I’m feeling really better. I mean like the rash is going away ad everything but I still got it in a couple of places. I went to the doctor and they said my body is just experiencing a allergic reaction to bleach. That’s all. They said it will go away in less than 2 days. So far it’s working and my mom is rubbing cream on it. So I’m getting better. :)

I broke out in hives yesterday because I had an allergic reaction to Bleach. See, You know the All Purpose Cleaner? Yeah with Bleach? So I was cleaning out my refrigerator and I got some of it on my clothes and it got on my skin. Now I got huge bumps all over my arms and legs and everywhere imaginably. They itch but they don’t hurt. :( I hate my life. I hate my life. I hate my life. :(

I hate getting up early on Saturdays. :( Now I’m awake

I love the Outsiders. I read the book and watched the movie but you know they edited some of it out and I thought that was booty. :) So anyways I just wanted to say that I really love Darry played but Patrick Swayze. Very good acting. Also Rob Lowe played a good Sodapop. C. Thomas Howell and I forgot who played Johnny but I Johnny is my favorite character from the beginning so….sorry Ponyboy. Anyways I watched in 45 minutes because I only got to the good parts which was the Rumble when he got jumped, when the church burned down, when Darry slapped him actually pushed him in the movie and at the end when Dally and Johnny dies. Yep that was pretty much all the good parts. The movie was good but I had to go to school so I couldn’t watch a lot of it. :)

I got a rep for breakin’ hearts
Now I’m done with Super Stars
And all the tears on her guitar
I’m not bitter

Now I see everything I’d ever need
Is the girl in front of me
She’s Much Better

I wanna fight with you
Tear up the sky with you
You’re much better
I wanna fight with you
Make up tonight with you
You’re much better

Now I’ve got some enemies
And they’re all friends suddenly
BFF’s eternally
I’m not bitter
I believe that the road that people lead
Helps you find the one you need
You’re much better

I wanna fight with you
Tear up the sky with you
You’re much better
You’re much better girl
I wanna fight with you
Make up tonight with you
You’re much better
Ooo!
Yeah!

I wanna fight with you
Tear up the sky with you
(Oh!)
You’re much better
I wanna fight with you
Make up tonight with you
(Oh!)
You’re much better
You’re much better girl!
Oooo ooo oo!
Yeah!
I wanna fight with youuu!
Ohhh
You’re much better
You’re much better girl!
You’re much better

Love this song. I’ll get the song on this soon

wow okay so I found this video of Kevin Jonas singing a song called “Left My Heart In Scandinavia.” It’s really good. But I hope Kevin doesn’t go solo. I mean even though everybody think he’s the ugliest Jo Bro. Not saying that I do I’m just saying that’s what most people think but I don’t think that. So anyways….. I was saying that I’m surprised to hear something like from Kevin he never went solo before it was usually Nick or Joe. But I’ll put the video up so you guys can see. It’s really good.

Watching Lovebug right now. God! Camilla Belle is so lucky. :( but all well I wouldn’t even have a chance.

Okay I don’t know the difference between not being okay with something and being jealous. I have this friend and she has this friend who has a boyfriend. Her boyfriend was the guy my friend liked. Well that sounded weird. Okay look I’m going to call my friend: pink and my other friend: blue her boyfriend: green.

Okay so pink liked green. Blue went out with Green and Pink wasn’t okay with it. Now Blue is saying she’s jealous but Pink keeps saying there’s a difference between the two. Now me: Yellow :) told blue that she wasn’t jealous she was just not okay with you going out with someone she likes. So Blue didn’t really listen to me and kept calling her jealous. Yellow (me) felt bad for Pink so I defined what jealous met by saying that it met the “the urge to have something that you don’t have. Wanting something to the full extent when someone else has it.” Not the real definition but it was close right? So she thought she knew everything and denied it. Blue looks so stupid because guess who ended up with Green?…..Yellow. :D I know I’m bogus but it’s true. We didn’t go out but Green said I was the coolest out of all of them. I don’t start drama Green said. :) Yah. Now there mad and now Yellow thinks Yellow knows what jealousy means. :)

End of Story

I don’t know how many times this is going to happen. But I missed the bus again! This is just great I mean this time I lost my keys and when I found them I ran out for the bus and they left me. I know people were yelling for the bus driver to stop but she probably was like F U. I don’t blame her I’m pretty bad on that bus. Well at least I had fun while I was at home. :)

Okay so i saw this thing on google that said something about 2012. 2012 will be the end of the world it prophecy. I think that’s a bunch of shit

Then i read that it said that if 2012 doesn’t come there will be a Zombie outbreak. Which is even more stupid. 2012 i believe is not true. I wasn’t raised believeing in Zombies. The undead are coniucous of nothing at all. They can’t come back if there dead. I thought it was pretty dumb. I mean seriously who would believe that? Idiots I tell you. People who have sadly a lot of time on their hands. And people that don’t have a life. I’m just going to tell it how it is…….2012….IT’S NEVER GONNA HAPPEN.

I’ve been home alone since 12:00 this afternoon. I’m super bored. it’s 7:04 and i still don’t know why there not home yet. I’m so bored and a little scared. I just got done seeing Zombieland and I’m still thinking about it.

…….i miss them. I thought staying home was going to be fun. I was going to have a party and stuff but i passed on that. So lonely. Wish you were home. *jumps* i just heard something!

My friend is so awesome. Kennedy is her name. She’s awesome and cool and always there for me. Also Tammia she really fun and funny and can make me smile. And Finally Regia she was my best friend she moved away and I miss her. She was fun too and we did some really crazy stuff. Like egg a car. :D If you hang around us while we were super hyper you would have a ton of fun. I miss her and I have good friends.:)